A few days ago, I said here that A and I finally did a photoshoot sesh in a proper studio. Above are the results. He didn’t feel too excited about the first photo, though. He said he looked insincere. I myself didn’t feel excited about the second one because… oh my, look at those cheeks!
But we sure as hell make a cute couple.
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“Enak banget kayaknya jadi orang inspektorat itu ya?”
“Iya. Makanya kamu jadi PNS.”
My mum insists on me becoming a civil servant. She seems okay if I don’t end up becoming a teacher, as long as I still become a civil servant. I don’t want to be a civil servant. I want to be able to try new things; to hop from one place to another before deciding to settle down in one job. She doesn’t seem to understand. My dad doesn’t either. He keeps talking about the security of being a civil servant.
But I don’t want to. This conversation is going nowhere at all.
Hi! Just stopping by to share some updates in my life recently. After some silly posts telling you all about what’s going on in my mind, let me tell you now what’s going on in my life.
Remember the student teaching program that I told you two months ago? The programme is supposed to last until May, but it looks like mine will only last until early April. Good to know that I would get some spare time to revise my final paper proposal and submit it in time. I can’t afford being late and not being able to submit it again. No way!
And today, my boyfriend and I decided to (finally) do a photoshoot sesh in a proper studio. The result will come out on the coming Monday, so I’ll share it here later.
Now, how’s your life lately?
You know what I hate about being in early 20s? Those talks about future, i.e. job and marriage. It wasn’t until I turned 21 that I realised how I had wasted my life when I was still a teenager. I should’ve done better than this. I regret a lot of things, including my university and major choice. I shouldn’t have taken education major as I don’t really want to be a teacher. Now I want to be an editor in a magazine, whilst my parents still want me to be a teacher. The conversations about job and career aren’t going anywhere with them and it drives me crazy.
And marriage. MARRIAGE! Boy am I still 21. I don’t understand those people (non family) who keep talking about how and why I should get married soon. It’s not like I don’t want to get married asap, but enough with the talking already! Might as well just wait for the good news and mind your own business. Why don’t you get married soon? And why is it your business when my own parents haven’t even mentioned it?
Now getting back to the first topic, I need your help:
In your opinion, what are the reasons why teaching is awesome? Why do you think I should be a teacher?
I love you, A. I wonder if we had really met when we were in junior high, would we be together like we are right now?
