Category: what’s inside my head

  • i don’t understand how the universe works

    Yesterday, someone gave me an advice on how to deal with all these thoughts that have been clouding up my mind for days:

    “Let it go. Let it flow. If it is meant to be, the universe will work and drag you toward it.”

    But, is that how the universe really work?

    I am a stubborn, impatient person. If it is meant to be, I want it to happen now. I want to know now that it is going to happen. I want to know now when it will happen. I want to know and I need to be assured. Waiting patiently for things to come to me is not my style.

    The guessing game is driving me crazy.

    Sincerely,
    Putdar.

  • i’m so sorry. i really am.

    I know saying that I’m sorry is actually no use. Everytime I disappear and neglect this blog, I come back and apologise for my absence, only to disappear again for days. I don’t have any explanations for why I’ve been missing and rarely posted anything here. I’m not busy; in fact, I have a lot of free time. The only problem that I face recently is the availability of internet connection in my house. XL decided to stop their unlimited internet access so I have to use my campus’ free wifi to surf the internet.

    I’m so sorry for neglecting this blog and not replying your sweet comments. I’m going to try (very hard) to keep up with The Nerdy Elephant and come back to be a full-time blogger again. I kinda miss those days when I was able to post every single day…

    Now I’m going to visit my favourite blogs and leaving comments. Put your blog address on the comment so I can visit yours too 🙂

    And now my face (as usual :p)

    Sincerely,
    Putdar.

  • pimples

    Since hitting puberty, I’ve always been a pimpled-faced girl. After so many years, I finally accepted that fact (since it’s on my DNA; my mum and dad also had pimples when they were teenagers). But for the past week, they somehow get worst. My face is red now. I think it’s time to start looking for help from the experts, no? *insert sad face here*

    Sincerely,
    Putdar.

  • i’m vlogging!

    Yesterday, I came up to this blog and found out that they are going to make a vlog link up on Monday. I already had plan on Monday, so I decided to just put it up now, on Sunday. Sorry for the crappy quality of my webcam video result. Also, sorry for my English speaking skill. I gotta improve it. Hope you understand what I was trying to say. Enjoy!

    5ohwifey

    Sincerely,
    Putdar.

  • a quick post to say ‘ollo!’

    I haven’t posted any picture of my face for days, so here it goes:

    Hehe…

    I haven’t told you guys about this, but my room was renovated a few days ago. I’ll be busy decorating it for the whole weekend, I guess. So I’m really sorry if I’m MIA. Again. I’ll be back as soon as possible with the regular posts. I love you!

    Sincerely,
    Putdar.