no weekend for me

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    No jokin’, seriously. On Friday, I had an audition; yesterday (Saturday), I had another audition; and today I wrote the script in the morning, and finishing my Teaching Evaluation in the afternoon. Let’s just hope that my body will NOT give up in this time of the semester. No, body, not now!

    Kay. I’m going to bed. See you very soon! Remember, you have to make the most of the remaining of the weekend.

    Sincerely,
    Putdar.

    13 November 2011

    audition: day 1

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    It’s been a long, long day, my friend. We had an audition for the play. It began at 2pm and ended at 7pm. Five long hours, whoa! But I’m still alive. And it’s not gonna get easier, at least until January. I even have to go to campus tomorrow (which is a Saturday!) because we’re going to have the second audition. Not to mention that I haven’t done the assignment for Teaching Evaluation. Lord, help meeeeeeeeee!

    Anyway, have a great weekend, friends! If you have tons of assignments, please, please, please, don’t procrastinate…

    Sincerely,
    Putdar.

    11 November 2011

    le brief update from le busy college girl

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    I’m feeling cute today cause I wear that blue ribbon. See? Hehe…

    It’s a crazy week for this elephant girl. It’s the midterm test week and I had a deadline for ABS play script last night (which I finished right on time). Woot, woot, woot! But worry no more, baby, cause I had had the last midterm test this morning. Well, I’m actually exaggerating the term “midterm test week” cause I, in fact, only had to take two midterm tests this semester. But still, there are tons of substitute assignments. So, off I go to do the assignment for Teaching Evaluation…

    Sincerely,
    Putdar.

    9 November 2011

    “what do you fear, my lady?”

    “A cage. To stay behind bars until use and old age accept them and all chance of valor has gone beyond recall or desire.”
    —Lady Éowyn

    You might not know that sometimes I’m jealous with people who leave their family and hometown to study in a good university in a big city. I feel that leaving all the people you love and the comfort of your home to live in a strange place, surrounded by strangers, is a step toward maturity. I was born and has been living in a big city all my life. I don’t know how it feels to leave my family and my bed to live in another city semi-permanently. I feel that I miss one step toward maturity.

    I fear that I have come to be spoiled by the comfort of big city. Everything I want is available here. I’m so used to living in an easy way that I fear I may not be able to survive if one day I have to leave it all.

    I once had this resolution of going out of town all by myself before I turn 20; take train and go to Yogyakarta or somewhere farther. It’s so sad that I’m 20 now and I haven’t even gone to Cimahi alone. My biggest obstacle is, of course, my parents. They will not let me go without company.

    Things may not change before I get married. My parents are the ones who are responsible for me until then. And after I get married, it will be my husband. My problem is if my husband doesn’t let me go, I can’t go. I will be forever inside the cage.

    I want to know how it feels to live in another town all by myself. I want to have a small house with a big garden. I want to taste that kind of freedom. And by freedom, I don’t mean partying and drinking like crazy. Freedom for me is being alone, doing what I love. It’s a simple dream but it’s so hard to pursue.

    Can I leave the cage?

    Sincerely,
    Putdar.

    7 November 2011

    eid al adha

    Eid mubarak, people! 🙂

    This year, Eid al Adha was on Sunday, 6th of November. Praise the Lord, this Eid al Adha my family had the money to sacrifice 1/7 of a cow. It was kinda sad to watch the cow being sacrificed, but it was for the sake of religious service. The cow died for a greater good. I hope God accepts our sacrifices and put all the cows, goats, sheeps, camels, etc., in heaven. Amen 🙂

    Sincerely,
    Putdar.

    6 November 2011